It's been easy going.... only because I'm not an agressive person. But, I pay attention, I see everything, and wish I had my camcorder in place with a remote in the room when I'm not.
My fiance is a liar. He lies about the stupidest shit, and the bigger shit. I understand it, or maybe I just tolerate it cuz I know how his brain works. Does that make it okay, or anything he lies about ok?
I'm dancing on the balance beam from hell. Where do I choose to fall? Into the lions den, or in total adult solitude that I've been in for almost 21 years?
So..... I TRULY want some inpute!!
I'M BEGGING.
I want YOUR opinion. I am one person, and for some messed up reason I'M the one feeling like someones watching everything I do. And I am THE ULTIMATE in honesty and honor. I love him, truly, more than any man I've ever met or imagined meeting
YET... he's a liar, and will manipulate situations to make my 11 year old to getting in trouble by me, cause I believe in honesty and truth. Yet, I can't ask his children 11 and 15 for any simple thing such as putting their dishes in the sink to protect my dog, Daisy, without him doing ALL of it for THEM. They never think of the dog... HE has always done everything for them aside for wiping their asses in public, yet my girls who are strong and not acting like they're 4 are a problem.
I TRULY WANT ANYONE AND EVERYONE'S OPINION!!!!!
E-MAIL ME, COMMENT.... I don't care.... just give me some insight.....
I have some ideas. I've been dealing with this for almost a yr.... mind you I gave up my apt and my career on April 4th..... It's March.... And here's my opinion..............
If he has the right to give what he THINKS his kids need, like a brand-new mac laptop for a 15 yr old, a nook for an 11 yr old who doesn't use it for reading and only for watching tv episodes cuz my daughter who is an avid reader has one, and buys them both brand new cellphones.... while I got cussed out for putting $20 on my daughters cellphone minutes after months of it not being in use....
I'M SCREWED. I really want to turn the fuckin tables around..... HE should answer to me. He lies about every thing... NO JOKE. Yet, he's up my ass accusing me of being him.
Tonight, he's on the couch. Just where he should be. How dare he!!! At least my children aren't dropping out of college and growing 3 times their size and not graduating so she can make babies. OH, and did I mention we were supposed to be married 2 weeks from tomorrow? Yeah, we were. It'd been set back in September. WHY? His oldest broke up with her fiance, he actually dumped her, and then they got back together. They did the worst thing. Moved their wedding to 7 days LITERALLY after ours was supposed to be.
So... is this undated marriage a blessing?
YOU TELL ME!
